Mom : This afternoon I'd like to go visiting your uncle.
Me : Ah ~ Aye...
(Without turning away from the vegetables I was cutting out)Mom : You come along with me as well

Me : Me w-what?
. Ah. Can't I just stay at home? I really have no plan to go somewhere today. You surely know the weather don't well friended with us 
Mom : Why? You have to go, literally!

Me : Ah~

I just took a little sighs. NOOOOO!
I wouldn't go anywhere today! Besides, maybe I had personal reason for not coming there
.Trying hard to find the way in order to stay at home, I've tried to go sleeping
, but instead the blackout was happening. The weather was too much unfriendly so my plan for sleeping was totally failed
.In the afternoon, soon after my mom came home from our food stall, she dressed up and made up herself. Before she asked me for the second, I initiated to tell her about my unwillingness for going.
Me : Mom, I think I'm not going

Mom :
Why?Me : No personal excuse

Mom : NO! YOU HAVE TO!

Me : Sorry, mom. I decline

My mom was given up. Yeah, I won!
. But that's not a case. Seems my mom got so annoyed on me
. She didn't talk to me when going back then
.Why mom, Why?
. I just thought that I'd be better at home. I knew you're kinda afraid what might they say about me
Actually, I don't have personal grudge against them. I just kinda disrespect. I know I know it's bad getting back our disrespectful in sort of condition. I know I'm really stubborn-cold hearted girl-alike
, but swear, I don't intend to do so
. What's so matter about my absence? Have they ever mind their other niece or nephew but me?
.The answer is a big NO.

Well, well, I also feel bad indeed, letting my ego on top of everything
. What make it worst is I've promised already to be a good person 
Ah~ah well. In the other occasion, I'll be a GOOD person
. Promise!Okay then, see ya in the next post!
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