Mom : This afternoon I'd like to go visiting your uncle.
Me : Ah ~ Aye... (Without turning away from the vegetables I was cutting out)
Mom : You come along with me as well
Me : Me w-what? . Ah. Can't I just stay at home? I really have no plan to go somewhere today. You surely know the weather don't well friended with us
Mom : Why? You have to go, literally!
Me : Ah~
I just took a little sighs. NOOOOO! I wouldn't go anywhere today! Besides, maybe I had personal reason for not coming there .
Trying hard to find the way in order to stay at home, I've tried to go sleeping , but instead the blackout was happening. The weather was too much unfriendly so my plan for sleeping was totally failed .
In the afternoon, soon after my mom came home from our food stall, she dressed up and made up herself. Before she asked me for the second, I initiated to tell her about my unwillingness for going.
Me : Mom, I think I'm not going
Mom : Why?
Me : No personal excuse
Mom : NO! YOU HAVE TO!
Me : Sorry, mom. I decline
My mom was given up. Yeah, I won! . But that's not a case. Seems my mom got so annoyed on me . She didn't talk to me when going back then .
Why mom, Why? . I just thought that I'd be better at home. I knew you're kinda afraid what might they say about me
Actually, I don't have personal grudge against them. I just kinda disrespect. I know I know it's bad getting back our disrespectful in sort of condition. I know I'm really stubborn-cold hearted girl-alike , but swear, I don't intend to do so . What's so matter about my absence? Have they ever mind their other niece or nephew but me? .
The answer is a big NO.
Well, well, I also feel bad indeed, letting my ego on top of everything . What make it worst is I've promised already to be a good person
Ah~ah well. In the other occasion, I'll be a GOOD person . Promise!
Okay then, see ya in the next post!