It may be too much late to say and I have no courage to say it directly to you.
I'd like to say sorry and thanks.
Sorry for belittling you. For looking down on you. For regarding like you're a mere someone in this world. For turning down your kindness.
Yeah, I'm the worst human being. I have no idea how could I be so mean to you that time.
I regret that. Remorse that. I wish I could just turn back time and cleared everything up. But it's just too late and no turning back. I should regard you better because you deserved that.
The last but not least, you deserve a better woman, much better than me. I have hurt you badly and I do not deserve your kindness.
Thank you for all you've done to me. I really cherish that. Sayonara.