Friday, May 30, 2014

Octoberlicious Part 1 - Am I Getting Married?

Oktober Tahun 2013 itu bisa dibilang salah satu bulan yang bersejarah dalam hidup gw. 
Yak, salah satunya adalah perubahan status gw dari Miss ke Mrs!

All just went so swiftly and... unbelievably.

Who would've thought anyway that I would get married in October 2013??!!
Even my mom still didn't believe it.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

And, See You Again

And see you again for the next three months.

Not a short time though, but it's not a farewell.

Just wait and see, will time change everything? Only God knows. One thing for sure, it depends on us, depends on you and me, because future can change, anyhow.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Afternoon Tale

My friend, Nurzaitun, just tweeted this:

"Sometimes I wish I were a-Himono-Onna, so I did not need to feel troubled and taste any sorrow of falling in love."

It looked ridiculous at first, how could she be so troubled when she had someone to rely upon? But later, after any further thought, she was just all true.

When we fall in love, happiness and confusion strangely appear simultaneously. We can just easily happy or sad instead, just like sunshine in a daylight which can change into heavy storm in moments. 

But, yeah, that's the consequences you must take for granted when you dare to love someone and it does not  buy you for free, of course. 

In the end, loving someone is beautiful, indeed, but your anxiety level will increase as well :P 

Friday, July 13, 2012

Farewell

Hello! Again with the spoiler, I'll try to write this one shot story about Alice and her love life. This time is about she and her long ago-crush. Why suddenly I came up with this one? I don't know, I just happened to find a stack of weird sheets of undelivered love letters of Alice which were supposed to send to Gerald Rivers, her desperately-love interest. Due to Alice's cowardliness, they were just left unspoken.

The story was taken place a while before Alice met and best-friended with Dave. Actually Gerry was one of reasons why she finally closed to Dave.


Monday, December 26, 2011

Rhythm of the Rain

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain, tellin' me just what a fool I've been.
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain and let me be alone again.



CHAPTER 1
RHYTHM OF THE FALLING RAIN

Rain poured down heavily from the dark cumulonimbus cloud. Thunderbolt stroke halving the sky along with the rumbling sound of the frightening thunder. Cold breeze blew through my skin and made it shivered in chillness. I took shelter in front of bakery shop, crossing and grasping my two arms coated with light brown cardigan. It was rather wet and successfully made me quivering. My hair was dripping wet because I recklessly ran under the rain from nearby bookstore until the thunder freaked me out with its deafening sound and forced me to stop by here.

Friday, November 25, 2011

Unspoken

It may be too much late to say and I have no courage to say it directly to you.

I'd like to say sorry and thanks.

Sorry for belittling you. For looking down on you. For regarding like you're a mere someone in this world. For turning down your kindness. 

Yeah, I'm the worst human being. I have no idea how could I be so mean to you that time. 

I regret that. Remorse that. I wish I could just turn back time and cleared everything up. But it's just too late and no turning back. I should regard you better because you deserved that.

The last but not least, you deserve a better woman, much better than me. I have hurt you badly and I do not deserve your kindness.

Thank you for all you've done to me. I really cherish that. Sayonara.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Sayonara, Anata no Koto no Kioku~!

This is my first story that will include Japanese language quite a few. Shinpai shinai, kanji o tsukwanai yo, kondo wa romaji desu. So what kind of story this way? I have no idea either, suddenly it came up with my mind. So maybe there's no beginning of this one-shot-conversation story.

You still remember about Alice story? Right, you may say it's Japanese version of it. Why bother myself just to write the existing story with different characters? I was about to make another spoiler of Alice story, but it didn't seem too suitable since the story took place in Massachusetts, US and there's no way native Americans would use Japanese in their country to speak with each other.

Setting place: Shinjuku-ward, Tokyo Prefecture, Japan
Casts: Miyaharu Natsuko(宮春夏子), Yamazaki Hikaru (山崎光), Uehara Misaki (上原岬), Satou Hana (砂糖花),

CHAPTER 1 - Two Roads, One crossroad


山崎光 : Matte, Natsuko! Yamerou! Yamenasai!

Hikaru ran, pursuing the running Natsuko, he then gripped her left arm tightly.

宮春夏子 : Hanashite!

She tried to let go off his hand, ignoring him and stubbornly got away but to no avail since he was stronger than her.

山崎光 : Ikanaide!... nanika o iu ze!

宮春夏子 : Nanimo iwanai, zenzen. Kanojo ga matteru, hayaku modorenakya! Watashi wa daijoubu, sugoku daijobu desu...

Tears rolled down on her face unintentionally. Hurt... that's the only thing she felt right now. Just like being cut off by a dull knife.

山崎光 : Datto shitara, naze naiteru?! Koko ni mite kure!

She gasped and immediately wiped the tears. Giving up, she finally turned her back away and laboriously looked at the face that she would not see the most.

宮春夏子 : Anata wa nanimo wakacchainai! Oshiereba mada wakacchainai! Soshite anata ga shiru hitsuyou wa inai! Hanashite, onegai...

Her sight looked all blurry, she could not even prevent the tears from falling. Hikaru was bit surprised but he had no choice but to release her hand. She ran and ran, bringing along all pain she held for so long. Finally she realized that it was the time to completely let go off him and close the book of memory of them, forever.

* * *

RIIIIIIIING~ A sudden voice that came from no where ringing. Natsuko immediately opened her eyes and pushed the turn-off button of the alarm to snooze it away. She took a deep breath and breathed it out. 

宮春夏子 : Yume ka? Tsukareta...

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK. A door knocked. 

お母さん : Natsuko, Misaki-chan ga kuru wa yo... anata mou okite deshou? She waits in living room, Dear. Let's change clothes and meet her!

That's the voice of her mother telling her that someone's coming.

宮春夏子 : Hai, okita desu... doushite aitsu koko ni konai no?

お母さん : Saa ne... chotto isogashii mitai. Anata to iku n deshou? 

She tried to remember what promise she had made to her best friend. 

宮春夏子: Ara-! *facepalms* Hai, hai, oboete yo! juu-fun de okay da, aitsu ni oshiete kureru~

お母さん : Ii yo. Toriaezu, hayaku!

(to be continued...)



Tuesday, October 11, 2011

And I Failed Again For the Numerous Times

Sesuai dengan janji gw dua minggu lalu yah, gw akan ngasih tau kelanjutan dari tahapan rekruitasi di PT. XYZ itu. Seperti yang udah gw duga, ternyata kali ini pun gw belum beruntung. Gw gagal lagi untuk ke proses selanjutnya. 

Gagal, gagal, dan gagal. Ini udah kesekian kalinya gw gagal dalam tes kerja. Jujur, gw sempet down, tapi gw berusaha berkhusnuzon dan mengambil hikmah dibalik semua kegagalan ini. Gw percaya sama pribahasa, 

"Gagal adalah kunci menuju sukses selama kita tak berhenti mencoba."



Inget Thomas Alfa Edison yang gagal pada percobaan 9999 bohlam lampunya sebelum akhirnya dia berhasil? Ingat juga Michael Jordan yang 9000 kali gagal memasukkan bola ke ring sebelum akhirnya menjadi bintang NBA? 

Gw percaya itu. Gw nggak akan terlarut dalam kegagalan ini. Gw akan berusaha lebih baik lagi dengan seluruh kemampuan. Inna ma'al usri yusro, sesungguhnya setelah kesulitan ada kemudahan. Kuncinya adalah sabar, ikhlas, dan jangan pernah menyerah. Semangat!